I still like you, I just stopped trying.
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How you and your best friend act like retards…
43,907 notesWhen listening to your favorite songs;
Witnessing fights at school;
When you two insult someone;
When someone insults one of you;
Telling each other secrets;
Recording a video;
When eating;
How you two comfort each other at hard times;
When your best friend is absent;
So here’s the deal. I dont know if we’re meant for each other. I dont even know if we’re compatible, all I know is that whenever youre upset with me, all I want to do is make things better. Im not nagging you, im not being annoying. im trying to make you love me like i thought you did. and now you dont want me anymore. and i get that, it makes sense. stuff like that happens…but, why. Why am i not worth your effort anymore? what changed? i just really dont understand. And i guess i know we’re not going to be together forever…but at the same time it was still there in the back of my mind. You’re going to leave me, yeah I’ll be okay at some point. at first, no. but with some time im sure i’ll move on. its what we all have to do. but what i think is going to hurt most, is seeing you…happy. Right away. Knowing it doesnt bother you that we dont talk anymore. or kiss each other goodbye. or anything. who am i supposed to tell bad jokes to now? whose going to kiss my forehead? I just feel like seeing you okay without me is going to make me feel like i wasnt really needed in the first place. i was an extra. you’re not an extra for me. you didnt just bring a little more light to my life, you brought out the love in my heart and you’re taking it away. And here i am. left. without my love, and just this empty space.
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